Today is not such a great day. In fact it's pretty much a rotten day -so far. I can't really go into detail but a lot of things seem to be falling apart. I'm not in despair, but I really wish things could be better. I can't help but think life cheats sometimes, but I know God's in control so that isn't the case. I don't feel inspired to write much more, my mind is preoccupied. It has been preoccupied a lot lately it seems, and I find myself thinking a lot more. I'm almost to the point where I can shut out everything that's going on around me and just think - which leads to being majorly distracted from everything going on, including blogging.