Monday, April 04, 2005
The contest is over!
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I lost! Yes, I lost. I can't be very disappointed though. I did my best and left it up to God :)
It had put me in a terrible place yesterday. I had noticed inconsistencies in the judging process, but I felt it was unfair for me to complain because I had given it up to God. But then a part of me said, go ahead and post an innocent little question. But no. I can't.
I can never complain that I am unblessed. God is great!
The most disappointing thing was not the loss of the prize, but just the fact that my story must have actually been quite bad. I'm a bad judge of my own self.
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I lost! Yes, I lost. I can't be very disappointed though. I did my best and left it up to God :)
It had put me in a terrible place yesterday. I had noticed inconsistencies in the judging process, but I felt it was unfair for me to complain because I had given it up to God. But then a part of me said, go ahead and post an innocent little question. But no. I can't.
I can never complain that I am unblessed. God is great!
The most disappointing thing was not the loss of the prize, but just the fact that my story must have actually been quite bad. I'm a bad judge of my own self.
